UGH!

Today I have to say one of the worst sentences in the world to myself..."I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK TOMORROW." Ugh. I absolutely hate the end of summer. It is so hard to get back in the swing of things. I hate to give up my freedom, and all the time that I get to spend with Evan. Yes, I love my job, but I love my job of being Evan's mom even more. Sometimes I REALLY REALLY want to be a stay at home mom. What a hard choice!!! I guess I have the best of both worlds though. I keep wandering what this will feel like when I have two little ones. I wish it was May 31st again!!